...Shadowbre...

[shadowbre]

You know that sanity is not as it was meant to be.



Name: Shadowbre
Nicknames: Bre, Shadow and Owy (Don't ask.)
Age: Take a guess
Race: Demon, Vampire, Fallen Angel, Lycan
Element(s): Shadows, Fire, Ice, Water, Earth
Weapon(s): Sword, Daggers and Scythe
Appearance:
My eye(Both of my eyes look like this.) :
My sword:
My scythe:
My dagger:
Well, everyone else has a damn pet so, I got one (Yes...a lion, be jealous.) :

~~~~~~Lyrics~~~~~~

I'm getting over it pushing past all the bullshit,
and getting right to the root of what the problem really is.
All the reasons for the misunderstandings,
the emergency landings on a plane headed for home.
It's where the heart was living till it was without feeling,
and started revealing itself to everyone else.
By just packing up and moving out.
Saying it could do with out a barely
able, unstable, running off at the mouth.

So I'm tearing this and everything else,
between me and what I want to do to pieces.
I'm tearing this and everything else,
between me and you a memory.

I'm stronger now, even after everything that you did.
I'm still alive and kicking.
I'm better now.
I'm awake now.
I can see everything in front of me, now.

Now if you would've waited one second,
you wouldn't feel so second the second I put you first,
it made the situation worse.
Cause you want to take advantage and control,
of the things that I manage to keep under control.
Like my happiness, my family, and all of my music.
You had it all. You chose to abuse it.

So I'm tearing this and everything else,
between me and what I want to do to pieces.
I'm tearing this and everything else,
between me and you a memory.

I'm stronger now, even after everything that you did.
I'm still alive and kicking.
I'm better now.
I'm awake now.
I can see everything in front of me, now.

What's wrong with me?
You want to know what's wrong with me?
I could ask you the exact same thing.

I have my opinion and you have yours.
You don't have to like mine, cause i don't like yours.

What's wrong with you?
I want to know what's wrong with you,
and why this doesn't make sense to you?

I'm stronger now, even after everything that you did.
I'm still alive and kicking.
I'm better now.
I'm awake now.
I can see everything in front of me, now.

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They fall in line
One at a time
Ready to play
(I can't see them anyway)
No time to lose
We've got to move
Steady the hand
(I am losing site again)

Fire your guns
It's time to roll
Blow me away
(I will stay, unless I may)
After the fall
We'll shake it off
Show me the way

Only the strongest will survive
Lead me to heaven, will we die
I am the shadow on the wall
I'll be the one to save us all

There's nothing left
So save your breath
Lying awake
(Caught inside this tidal wave)
Your cover's blown
No where to go
Only your fate
(Only I will walk away)

Fire your guns
It's time to roll
Blow me away
(I will stay, unless I may)
After the fall
We'll shake it off
Show me the way

Only the strongest will survive
Lead me to heaven, will we die
I am the shadow on the wall
I'll be the one to save us all

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Bitter hate fuels my existence
Emptiness fills time
A constant state of mental illness
Self worth decreasing
Demoralize
Drown myself in a black sea of agony

My conscience with grief
Led myself astray once more
Nothing seems real
Disillusional shadow

Impassable
Screaming
Impassable
Visionless
Impassable screaming in oblivion

Soon the suffering will end
These blackened memories controlling me
A living hell for me
Every waking minute that I'm breathing

Impassable
Screaming
Impassable
Visionless
Impassable screaming in oblivion

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A bleack sea of agony

The Skies are blackening
What was will never be
Sent out into the sea
My sails won't carry me

Lack of worth is all I know
This guilt out of control
The ocean crashes down again
A black sea drowning me

I close my eyes and pray for the end
Pray for the end

A black sea of agony

Wind blows out of control
Unrelated unrelenting
Alone I drift off again
Diminishing the pain
Take away my sanity
This vessels shielding all I see

Block out all the thoughts of inner rage
Protect me from myself

I close my eyes and pray for the end
Pray for the end

A black sea of agony

Impassable
Screaming
Impassable
Visionless
Screaming in oblivion

A black sea of agony

Impassable
Screaming
Impassable
Visionless
Impassable screaming in oblivion

I close my eyes
and pray for the end

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Your form which returns gently to heaven
What else can I do, besides avenge you?
I watched it for the longest time, until my tears dried up.

And the sorrow overflowing from the scar which can't be erased,
I swore that I would never forget it.

I'll flap my broken wings and erase it all some day, you'll see,
Until the last bell ringing the dirge completes.

You told me to live as if you were to die tomorrow.
Fail not and be what we were now
Face as if we want to have forever

Bright red tears traced by a trembling finger,
I had nothing to lose, nothing to lose
It crashes through the dark memories.

The last smile wavered, and disappears,
And the warmth is all that's left.

Your kind and gentle words can't heal me now,
This body's only dedicated to the never ending fight.

Because everyone returns to heaven, some day,
You'll never need to say goodbye.

Break out

I'll flap my broken wings and erase it all some day, you'll see,
Until the last bell ringing the dirge completes.

Your kind and gentle words can't heal me now,
This body's only dedicated to the never ending fight.

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Here she comes again
She's feeling like she's already won
I believe it's gonna end again, all for naught
My philosophy is things are just as wrong as they seem
I believe it's gonna end this way, atrocity
Do you believe in love
Like I believe in pain
Nobody died for you, somebody pray for me

When you see me cut me down
And I will force it underground
There's no one left to hurt but me
And it's because of me, right?

There she walks away
She's feeling like she's having them on
I believe she's gonna bend again
And all for naught
My philosophy is things are just as wrong as they seem
I've gotta get you off of me, it's such an oddity
Do you believe in love
Like I believe in pain
Nobody died for you
Someone pray for me
I want to see you suffer

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Throw your dollar bills and leave your thrills all here with me
And speak but don't pretend I won't defend you anymore you see
It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for you
My eyes don't need to see that ugly thing, I know it's me you fear
If you want me hold me back

Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"

I don't need a friend, I need to mend so far away
So come sit by the fire and play a while, but you can't stay too long
It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for pleasure
I see my heart explode, it's been eroded by the weather here
If you want me hold me back

Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"
Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
And so we go back to the remedy
Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"

Hold your eyes closed, take me in
Hold your eyes closed, take me in

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If I gave you the truth, would it keep you alive?
Though I'm closer to wrong
I'm no further from right
And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me
Convinced on the inside, you're so much more than me, yeah
No there's nothing you say that can salvage the lie
But I'm trying to keep my intentions disguised
And now I'm deprived of my conscience and something's got to give
Deprived of my conscience
This all belongs to me, yeah

I'm beaten down again, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you
I'm weaker now my friend, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you

The deception you show is your own parasite
Just a word of advice you can heed if you like
And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me
Convincd on the inside you're so much more than me, yeah
I'm beaten down

~~~~~~~Quiz thingys~~~~~

You Are 88% Sociopath



You're so manipulative, you could make Hannibal Lector your bitch.
You feel superhuman - and you certainly lack human empathy.
Are You A Sociopath?
www.blogthings.com/areyouasociopathquiz/

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You Are 84% Evil



You're the most evil person you know.
The devil is even a little scared of you!

How Evil Are You?

www.blogthings.com/howevilareyouquiz/

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What Your Soul Really Looks Like



You are a wanderer. You constantly long for a new adventure, challenge, or even a completely different life.

You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it.

You believe that people see you for how you are, not how you look. But deep down, you know that's not exactly true.

Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it.

For you, falling in love is all about flirting and feeling playful. You couldn't fall in love with someone who took life too seriously.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

www.blogthings.com/insidetheroomofyoursoulquiz/

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What type of Fae are you?

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Find your Celestial Choir

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